I have never been into reading or writing. Through school they were some of my easiest subjects, but I just never really picked it up for fun. Then God brought me into youth ministry and music; there's nothing like feeling the freedom of being open and honest to the world without fearing the criticism of others or how your words effect those who receive them.
It was fearful at the beginning of starting this blog, because, let's face it, we all feel like we have to impress people with our stories when we first start speaking out. At the same time, we are so caught up in making sure our words are not offensive. Sometimes the truth hurts and we are afraid of saying it for fear of being criticized or rejected, no matter how desperately the truth needs to be heard.
I am still being shaped and moulded by God, my Creator, Savior, and King. Because of His Spirit thriving in me, and giving myself over to Him, it is His words that flow out of my mouth. The tongue is the strongest muscle in the human body, so I would much rather God be in control of it and shape my thoughts than for me to be behind the controls.
It is still a challenge for me to write this blog; I've taken it as something positive for my life in Christ. If I start writing and find that I choose to hide some truths, I stop and pray about why I am letting them come before God. Being an open book, never knowing who in the world will read it, helps me to stay in a close relationship with Christ. When I know I have nothing to hide, I know I won't be leading anyone on the wrong path that follows me - especially since my hands and feet are to lead others to Christ.
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